if you ever get the chance please kiss me just fucking do it just go straight for the smooch and take it
God I miss him so much it hurts. It hurts seeing him everyday and not being able to go up to him and bitch at him about who’s pissing me off now. and have him laugh and give me a hug and tell me to relax and just carry on. I miss holding his hand and passing out together on the couch after a night of drinking and waking up on his chest. I miss all the plans we had made together. I miss the way he made me feel like I was the only person in the room and how we would spend hours just talking about nothing and everything. I miss my best friend. I hate that he ruined it all. I hate that I’m crying about this. I hate him for still being in my head. I’m a mess.